I wish things were different between us. In many ways I wish I could take back everything tht happened tht night :/ I miss him I dnt want to keep concealing how I feel And can’t stop thinking about him At times I wonder if he feels the same Doubt it… He really acted like he cared but now he doesn’t want to have anything to do with me. I want to try again but I think to myself “what’s the point” what’s the point of being with someone who doesn’t want u back :((. He got wat he wanted and also the last word :/ I came back when u called but u can’t do the same for me.?? it hurts when u loose such a great friend but I’m not sure wat he was anymore…I dnt know who he is anymore :/
This is all very confusing but happened once before but in a different way :/ I’m only 18… How could u do this to me.??